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Ask me anything   küçük şeyleri severim. küçük harfler, küçük haplar, küçük köpüşler. renklerden kırmızıyı, sayılardan yediyi, burçlardan ikizleri, meyvelerden çileği severim. köpekler dışında hayvanlardan pek hoşlanmam. özellikle kedilere karşı ayrı bir antipatim var ama tüyleri çok tatlı hem ağzıma kaçıyor.
alışveriş benim için bir yaşam biçimidir denediğim herşey mükemmel vücuduma tam uyduğu için çok eğlenceli bir hödö de. çoğunlukla tepe home, teknosa, pull and bear, tally weijl hem de bershkayı gezmeyi tercih ederim. özellikle deri ceket alınacaksa bershka, elbise veya ayakkabı alınacaksa pull and bearı öneririm. ama pull and bearın ayakkabıları çok dayanıksız, bil. valentino'ya taparım. pentinin desenli çorapları ise tamamen başka bir dünya benim için. alexandermcqueene jimmychooya falan hiç girmeyim en iyisi. hem ben progressive metal de dinlerim indie de. lady gaga da dinliyorum, şahitlerim var. başakın memelerini çizmek ilgi alanlarımın başında bir yerlerde.ayrıca herkesin bir popisi olduğuna da sarsılmaz inancım var. nietzsche, alexander mcqueen, bruno ve neredeyse tüm tombul insanların hayranıyım.

I loved you from the first time I saw you. I think I was 12. It took me 3 years to pluck up the courage to speak to you and I was so scared of the way I felt, you know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away but it didn’t work. When we got together, it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault but really, I was just terrified of pain. I couldn’t stand it. I didn’t want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and it’s horrible. It’s so horrible because, really, I’d die for you. I love you. I love you so much it’s killing me.

I loved you from the first time I saw you. I think I was 12. It took me 3 years to pluck up the courage to speak to you and I was so scared of the way I felt, you know, loving a girl. I learned how to become a sarcastic bitch just to make it feel normal. I screwed guys to make it go away but it didn’t work. When we got together, it scared the shit out of me because you were the one person who could ruin my life. I pushed you away. I made you think things were your fault but really, I was just terrified of pain. I couldn’t stand it. I didn’t want to be a slave to the way I feel about you. Can you understand? You were trying to punish me back and it’s horrible. It’s so horrible because, really, I’d die for you. I love you. I love you so much it’s killing me.

— 10 months ago